Humbled.
For the past few months or so I’ve been searching for a new job. Something different, more challenging, just more of a legit job. I applied at a few places had an interview and right before that interview is when it hit me, I had been so selfish.
I had been praying to God asking Him for an opportunity, something new. I prayed continuously about it, leaving it all in His hands but none the less asking for something new. But right before this interview I realized just how ungrateful I had been. I asked so much of Him and He placed this opportunity in front of me but now I see that he did it for a different reason, to show me how ungrateful I am. To show me that I was taking the blessing of being able to work and having a job already for granted. To show me how unsatisfied I was with Him and what He was giving me. But how can I do that to the Man who gave up everything for me, a worthless, good for nothing sinner. I had allowed my pride and wants to get in the way. I swayed off the course that I should have been on and I believe He used this as a way to bring me back to Him.
My God is so gracious and amazing how could I have ever taken anything He has given me for granted. I am so thankful for the job that I have. I’m supposed to be there for a reason. It is not my time to leave. Lord thank you for your mercy and grace. I love you so much.
